I am writing this for those who will find solace in the fact that someone else struggles with life each day, just as you do. Spoiler alert, I don’t have a solution, but just to let you know, we are on this journey, not alone.
If you are breathing, you most likely have choices to make in dealing with life.
One of the most important things I have learned through the years is that we are not entirely in control of our lives.
Throughout my life, I have faced challenges in various areas, including health, cars, housing, and employment, to name a few. One thing that my brain has done in analyzing these conflicts is to determine if I contributed to them in any way. Sometimes, if I had made a different choice, the outcome would have been different.
I have been in a few car wrecks where I was in the wrong place at the wrong time. In addition, I have had medical issues like getting the flu that were not preventable.
Maybe you can relate to the idea that life happens, and sometimes you feel overwhelmed.
I lost two staff jobs in my life. As a freelancer, you are sometimes unsure whether you lost a job to another person or if they decided not to undertake a project. Either way, you still lost a job that someone asked you to bid on for them.
Each of us has taken control of some aspects of our lives. Most of us choose to focus on our schoolwork to advance to the next grade. However, many of us decided to attend college to learn more, so that we could pursue a career of our choice.
Each day, I must work at not trying to live so much in the future that I create anxiety. Unfortunately, this is such a real struggle that I find more times than I care to admit; I succumb to the pressure and find myself in depression.
When unexpected bills and broken relationships happen, I often feel like I have no control over anything in my life.
Most of the time, prayer helps me lift my head and take a step forward. But God isn’t fixing all my problems.
The more that is on my mind, the more difficult it is to focus. I am reminding myself to look at each crisis and try to understand the things over which I have no control, as well as the things I have overcome.
The most challenging crisis that I constantly deal with in life is that of relationships. Many other problems in my life take just enough time away from my relationships, damaging them.
I believe that this is why there is so much depression and suicide in our culture today. Each of us is trying to deal with each crisis on our own. I believe that even prayer time alone isn’t enough.
Prayer always helps me clear up some of the mess in my mind, reminding me of my compass and making it easier to plan for the day ahead.

“I have so much to do that I shall spend the first three hours in prayer.”
― Martin Luther