Nikon D5, Sigma 35mm ƒ/1.4 DG Art, ISO 100, ƒ/1.4, 1/2500
Capturing moments like this one in Togo, West Africa is what I thought many years ago would be my full-time career today.
In high school, during a youth retreat, I responded to what I believed was a call to full-time Christian ministry. My church licensed me into the ministry. This was the first step down a process I thought would have me do ministry/missions full-time. Full-time, meaning I would pay all my bills from being on the staff of a missions agency.
I received this call while a senior in high school. My father, a pastor/missionary, gave me counsel. My father mentored me and guided me to avoid some of his mistakes. Together we determined that I needed an education path.
You will open more doors with a master of divinity degree. This is required for the most pastor and missionary positions. Before you can get a master’s, you need a bachelor’s degree. This is where my father gave me some of the wisdom from his experience. He said there are two areas he worked in a great deal that a master of divinity doesn’t prepare you very well.
Most ministers and missionaries are an organization’s leaders, and a business degree would help you with the administrative responsibilities. The second area was that of a counselor.
I decided to major in social work, and then the plan was to go to seminary.
While in college, I discovered photography and, more specifically, photojournalism. In my senior year, while on spring break, I was offered a job as a photojournalist for a newspaper. I didn’t see this as a departure from ministry but a call to a specialist role in the church.
I met Don Rutledge my senior year in college, and he would become my mentor. Rather than telling that entire story here, you can read more here. Don was a photojournalist who worked for the Southern Baptist Foreign Mission Board as the primary photographer for The Commission Magazine.
A year and a half later, I would get a phone call from Don Rutledge telling me about a photographer position on their staff.
I would spend five years working on the staff before they went through the financial crisis and cut my position.
This was a great time. It seemed to go ahead and attend seminary. This was one of the best things I have ever done. I thought I was going to study and learn all this theology that would help me, and I did, but I didn’t know how much I would learn about education. I learned a lot about lesson planning and how people learn.
Upon graduating, I thought I was better equipped to help tell those missionary stories and a better communicator. However, no positions opened up for me in the church. I did find a job at Georgia Tech.
The assignments here stretched me in other ways. I worked with Gary Meek, and the two of us helped to tell the stories shared through all kinds of media. We have published in many national magazines and newspapers as well as all the public relations materials for the school.
I thought my time at the school was God’s way of further preparing me for something in missions. Well, it did help me in so many ways, and I learned many new skills, which I use today.
For the past fifteen years, I have been a full-time freelancer taking any job in photography and communications to help pay the bills. I was assisting NGOs with web design. I had learned how to create my own webpage to help me with freelancing, and others heard and asked me to help them.
I would make a mission trip every few years but never turned this into a full-time career. Last year I made four separate mission trips, each for a week. The rest of my freelancing helped pay the bills, allowing me to do those mission projects.
I am still longing for the opportunity to do full-time ministry work.
Today I am asking myself did God call me? Why am I not working full-time for an organization doing missions/ministry if he did?
Most likely, I am limiting God with all my questions. Maybe I am doing missions and ministry, and my understanding of what defines ministry is more limiting than how God sees it.
The one character in the bible I can relate to the most is Joseph, the youngest son of Jacob. He was given a dream that wouldn’t come true for most of his life. In telling of the story, it wouldn’t be fulfilled until the very end of the story, which took most of his lifetime.
His older brothers knew Joseph as their father’s favorite. For this reason, his ten older brothers conspired against the boy and sold him to slave traders while telling their father an animal had mauled him. Joseph had been given dreams of God’s plan for his life, so he endured this fantastic story in Genesis with confidence and strength.
He would be falsely accused and thrown into jail. It would be his gift to interpret dreams that would have him later become a leader for the Pharaoh of Egypt and lead them through a time of famine and for his vision as a young boy to come true.
Are you, too, feeling depressed and beat down? Do you wonder if you were ever really called by God to pursue your profession?
Did you know that scripture commonly associates those who minister for a paycheck as false ministers?
The first missionary was Paul, earning his living as a tentmaker. He said:
Paul also instructed people to work and earn a living:
The biblical word “pastor” is the same word for “shepherd” (which is simply a caring servant of God’s people), and, as a matter of fact, Jesus Himself made this point clear when he said the following about such “ministers”:
Christians supported Paul’s travels financially, and Paul encouraged the Saints to consider those who spend their lives ministering the Gospel. Still, the gifts were given freely, from love and in response to need (ACTUAL NEED – i.e., FOOD AND CLOTHING).
I fully believe that IF God has ordained their service, then He will also fully provide every legitimate need they have. But the minister should not have a high and mighty opinion that he is above the need to earn his living and provide for his family and ministry.
That provision may be having another job to pay the bills.
If you have the money and time to do missions full-time, then God wouldn’t get any credit, but if you lack money and time, then when you get to do missions, you know, it is because of God and not your abilities that made it happen.